Today

Today, is like any other day with the small exceptions that endure and decide to contemplate. Exasperated and shallow, it seems to me, I am for this quiet time. The season as well as the reason, is upon us, and a gloom settles in. My cheer has all but abandoned who I thought I was or wanted to be. I have lost faith in what little I imagined us to be and have fallen short in everything you wished for. Tis the season my love.
But the gratuitous nature of this time we gather will be unspoken for and unrecognized to them, for this time is their time of cheer. Smiles twinkling brightly and unspeakable glimmers of joy in their eyes. Yes, this is a time for their excitement, irrelevant of what crushes me inside.
I love you,
Merry Christmas